Green Lawn #WednesdayWords #Poetry #Inspiration

Green Lawn

©2013 by Abbie Johnson Taylor

 

As a child of five or six,

I watched Mother push the mower

back and forth across the grass.

Afterward, I ran, rolled, drank in the scent.

We moved to a succession of houses,

each with its own lawn,

graduated to a power mower.

As a teenager, my younger brother mowed the lawn.

“You missed this corner here,

that section there,” Mother said.

In my adult years, I use a lawn care service.

Every corner and section is neat

with not a blade of grass out of place.

***

Note: The above poem appears in the April 16th issue of The Weekly Avocet, which can be downloaded here. It was also published in Serendipity Poets Journal in 2013 and posted here last year. You can click below to hear me read it.

 

Green Lawn

 

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New! Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me

Copyright 2021 by Abbie Johnson Taylor.

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Sixteen-year-old Natalie’s grandmother, suffering from dementia and confined to a wheelchair, lives in a nursing home and rarely recognizes Natalie. But one Halloween night, she tells her a shocking secret that only she and Natalie’s mother know. Natalie is the product of a one-night stand between her mother, who is a college English teacher, and another professor.

After some research, Natalie learns that people with dementia often have vivid memories of past events. Still not wanting to believe what her grandmother has told her, she finds her biological father online. The resemblance between them is undeniable. Not knowing what else to do, she shows his photo and website to her parents.

Natalie realizes she has some growing up to do. Scared and confused, she reaches out to her biological father, and they start corresponding.

Her younger sister, Sarah, senses their parents’ marital difficulties. At Thanksgiving, when she has an opportunity to see Santa Claus, she asks him to bring them together again. Can the jolly old elf grant her request?

***

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Reunited #WednesdayWords #Fiction #Inspiration

With summer approaching, some people may be planning to attend a high school class reunion. Here’s a short story about something that could happen during such an event, especially if you attend without your spouse, as my character does. This was published in the spring/summer 2023 issue of Magnets and Ladders and will be included in my collection, Living Vicariously in Wyoming, which I hope to publish this year. Enjoy!

Reunited

© 2013 by Abbie Johnson Taylor

 

I hadn’t had a drink in ten years, but when I went to my first high school class reunion, that changed. My wife was attending a writing conference that weekend and couldn’t come with me. She’d been doing a lot of traveling since her romance novel made the bestseller list. We were living in Sheridan, Wyoming, where I went to high school, so I didn’t have to drive far to the reunion.

On that Friday night in early June, I went to the Holiday Inn, where most of the events were held. The first was an icebreaker with a cash bar. Since I didn’t keep in touch with most of my classmates, I only planned to stay long enough to greet a few people and get some free food before heading home after a long day at the office.

When I walked into the ballroom, I spotted her. She stood in a corner, looking as beautiful as she did when we graduated. Her long blond hair cascaded in waves down her back, and her sea-blue strapless dress, the same color as her eyes, accentuated her tanned shoulders. She was wearing black sandals, and her red nail polish said a lot. Our eyes met, and against my better judgment, I found myself walking in her direction.

“Ryan Foster,” she said. “I’d have known you anywhere.”

“Heather…is your last name still Wilson?” I looked at her left hand and didn’t see a ring.

“I’m afraid I’m still single. I heard you got married. Your wife didn’t come with you?”

“Nope,” I said, captivated by her eyes. “Kate’s at a writers’ conference.”

“A writer?” Heather said. “What does she write?”

“Mostly romances,” I answered. “You may have heard of her latest one, Sunset Passion. It’s on the New York Times bestseller list.”

“Wow! I picked that up at the Denver airport, so I’d have something to read during my layover. Did you know I’m living in Los Angeles?”

“No,” I said, relieved at the opportunity to change the subject. “Are you an actress?”

“I work in an art gallery. Let’s get something to drink and catch up, shall we? I’m dying of thirst.”

We found an empty table in a corner, and I went to get our drinks. I hoped by the time I got back, others would be there, so we wouldn’t be drinking alone. When I returned a few minutes later with a bloody Mary for her and a Scotch and soda for me, the table was still empty except for Heather. I put down our drinks and sat across from her. “So, if you’re not an actress, what do you do with yourself besides working in an art gallery?”

“I model on the side to make extra money.”

“Modeling? I’m not surprised. You were always the prettiest one in the class.”

“That’s sweet of you, but it’s just a way to pay the bills,” she said nonchalantly.

“I thought models worked in New York.”

“Not if they model swimsuits. Wait a minute. I think I may have…”

She opened her purse and pulled out a photo that looked like it could have been from a magazine cover. I stared at Heather’s body, clad in a black bikini. Looking at her lying in all her splendor on a sandy beach, I felt myself getting hard.

“Wow!” was all I could say, as I handed her the photo.

“I’m glad you like it. I’ve been told I’m pretty irresistible, even to married men.”

“Well…um…I…um…I’m sorry. It’s just that the last time I saw you was at graduation, and now, look at you. With that scholarship you got to UCLA, I should have known you’d do well.”

“I majored in drama, but I’ll admit I just don’t have the talent. So, during my sophomore year, I switched from drama to art, but I couldn’t paint, either. I considered moving back here. I thought Dad might let me work with him in his coin-operated machine business, but I knew that would bore me to tears, so I stayed in Glendale, and as they say, the rest is history.”

“You always had a head for figures. Remember when you sat next to me in geometry?”

“Yes, I remember cheating off your tests because I’m really not that good with numbers.”

I found that hard to believe but decided to let it drop. “You like living in California?”

“Most of the time.” She took a long sip of her drink. “But I often think about what would have happened if I stayed here. Anyway, I saw an ad for a modeling school and dropped out of college to give it a try.”

“And you became a successful model overnight.”

“Well, it wasn’t easy. I had to work a few topless jobs before I found an agent and started modeling for Sporting Life.”

“So, you only model swimsuits?”

“I’ve also modeled water skiing, scuba diving, and tennis wear, but that’s not nearly as lucrative or fun.”

“Wait a minute. Didn’t I see you on the cover of Sporting Life last winter wearing nothing but a tiny bikini and skis?”

“Oh, God! That was the worst shoot I’ve ever done. Remember when I went skiing with you and your brother when we were seniors? I kept standing and falling, standing and falling. Your brother said I was falling wrong and could get hurt. So, I ditched the skis and walked to the lodge, where I waited until you guys were done skiing.”

“Yeah, I’ve always remembered that day.”

“Okay, enough about me.” She took another sip of her drink. “What have you been doing with yourself all this time?”

“Honestly, there’s not much to tell. After high school, I went to Sheridan College and majored in police science. After a year, I decided I’d rather defend criminals, not arrest them. So, I transferred to the university in Laramie, where I got my law degree, and that’s where I met Kate.”

“Your wife.” It was more of a statement than a question from Heather.

“She was majoring in creative writing, got her MFA, and after I graduated, we moved back here and got married. I think she’d rather be in New York City, where all the agents and editors are…”.

“Who doesn’t want to live in New York City?” Heather snorted.

“But at least these days, there’s email and other ways around that,” I continued. “I don’t think she’s happy living here, but there’s not a lot I can do about that now.”

“Oh, the things people give up for love. So, do you have any kids?”

“No, Kate never wanted children,” I said, for the first time regretting my marriage. “She was too busy writing to be bothered. She always wore a diaphragm when we, well, you know.”

“Yeah, I had to do a little of that to get where I am today, but I don’t mind. I like a good fuck.”

I found myself laughing so hard I almost peed in my pants. She handed me her empty glass and said, “I’d love a refill.”

“I need to make a quick pit stop first.” As I walked across the ballroom, I kept looking back at Heather. What was I doing?

In the restroom, I heard the band playing “Islands in the Stream” and remembered dancing with Heather to that song during our senior prom. I was anxious to get back out there with her and do it again, although I knew it wasn’t a good idea. I finished my business, hurried to the bar to get our drinks, and headed to the table. Setting our glasses down, I took her hand and said, “Come on, let’s dance.”

By the time we hit the floor, the song was over. The band went right into “Wake Me Up Before You Go Go,” which was a bit livelier than I would have liked. Heather began swinging her hips. So, I went along with it and got into the song’s rhythm.

Throughout the rest of the night, we danced several times. The more I drank, the more things blurred. One minute, I was feeling her body against mine, and the next, we were back at the table, laughing, talking, and drinking.

After we danced to “Sexual Healing,” we walked out to the lobby to say our goodnights. Instead of pecking her cheek, urging her to keep in touch, and walking away, I went with her to the front desk, got a room, and stepped into the elevator with her.

When I woke up, it was dark except for the faint light from the clock that showed it was four in the morning. My head ached, and there was a knot in my stomach. Heather was asleep in my arms, and at the warmth of her body, I started to feel aroused. I had to slip out, go home, and pretend all this never happened.

The room spun when I sat up. I disentangled myself from Heather and the sheets and looked around for my pants. In the darkness, I couldn’t find them. Heather stirred.

“Aw, what the hell!” I said, crawling back into bed. “Maybe I could move my law practice to LA.”

“Now, you’re talking,” she murmured, pulling me into an embrace.

 

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New! Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me

Copyright 2021 by Abbie Johnson Taylor.

Independently published with the help of DLD Books.

The cover of the book features an older woman sitting in a wicker chair facing a window. The world beyond the window is bright, and several plants are visible on the terrace. Behind the woman’s chair is another plant, with a tall stalk and wide rounded leaves. The woman has short, white hair, glasses, a red sweater, and tan pants. The border of the picture is a taupe color and reads "Why Grandma Doesn't Know Me" above the photo and "Abbie Johnson Taylor" below it.

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Sixteen-year-old Natalie’s grandmother, suffering from dementia and confined to a wheelchair, lives in a nursing home and rarely recognizes Natalie. But one Halloween night, she tells her a shocking secret that only she and Natalie’s mother know. Natalie is the product of a one-night stand between her mother, who is a college English teacher, and another professor.

After some research, Natalie learns that people with dementia often have vivid memories of past events. Still not wanting to believe what her grandmother has told her, she finds her biological father online. The resemblance between them is undeniable. Not knowing what else to do, she shows his photo and website to her parents.

Natalie realizes she has some growing up to do. Scared and confused, she reaches out to her biological father, and they start corresponding.

Her younger sister, Sarah, senses their parents’ marital difficulties. At Thanksgiving, when she has an opportunity to see Santa Claus, she asks him to bring them together again. Can the jolly old elf grant her request?

***

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At the Beach #WednesdayWords #WritingPrompts #Inspiration

On a hot Florida summer afternoon, I was boogie boarding near the water’s edge, marveling at how calm the ocean was and thinking I should visit Florida more often during the summer. Suddenly, the wind came up, making the waves choppy, and the sun disappeared behind dark clouds. I tried to send a telepathic message to God about this turn in the weather, but either he didn’t get it or wasn’t listening. Disgusted, I made my way on shore, as it started to rain.

***

Thanks to Cheryl Fisher and Kathy King at Writing Works Wonders for inspiring the above true story with their current prompt to write something in 100 words or less, using the words “wind,” “rain,” and “send.” You can click here to read other responses and post your own.

In the summer of 2014, when I was in Florida for my brother’s wedding, we all went to the beach one afternoon. After eating a picnic lunch, we had fun in the water. I decided to try using a boogie board, and the rest, as they say, is history.

 

Abbie wears a blue and white V-neck top with different shades of blue from sky to navy that swirl together with the white. She has short, brown hair and rosy cheeks and smiles at the camera against a black background.

 

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New! Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me

Copyright 2021 by Abbie Johnson Taylor.

Independently published with the help of DLD Books.

The cover of the book features an older woman sitting in a wicker chair facing a window. The world beyond the window is bright, and several plants are visible on the terrace. Behind the woman’s chair is another plant, with a tall stalk and wide rounded leaves. The woman has short, white hair, glasses, a red sweater, and tan pants. The border of the picture is a taupe color and reads "Why Grandma Doesn't Know Me" above the photo and "Abbie Johnson Taylor" below it.Photo Resize and Description by

Two Pentacles Publishing.

 

 

 

 

Sixteen-year-old Natalie’s grandmother, suffering from dementia and confined to a wheelchair, lives in a nursing home and rarely recognizes Natalie. But one Halloween night, she tells her a shocking secret that only she and Natalie’s mother know. Natalie is the product of a one-night stand between her mother, who is a college English teacher, and another professor.

After some research, Natalie learns that people with dementia often have vivid memories of past events. Still not wanting to believe what her grandmother has told her, she finds her biological father online. The resemblance between them is undeniable. Not knowing what else to do, she shows his photo and website to her parents.

Natalie realizes she has some growing up to do. Scared and confused, she reaches out to her biological father, and they start corresponding.

Her younger sister, Sarah, senses their parents’ marital difficulties. At Thanksgiving, when she has an opportunity to see Santa Claus, she asks him to bring them together again. Can the jolly old elf grant her request?

***

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Elegy for an Oak Tree #WednesdayWords #Poetry #Inspiration

Elegy for An Oak Tree

© 2018 by Abbie Johnson Taylor

 

 

It once stood in my back yard,

tall, majestic, graced by a treehouse.

This was the first to go,

since it was causing structural damage to the tree.

Then, the tree needed to be taken down

because it was leaning toward the house.

Now, there’s only an empty space

filled with sun and dirt.

But I still have memories

of sitting with the one I loved

in its shade on the patio.

***

The above poem was published in the May 7th issue of The Weekly Avocet, which can be downloaded here. I was inspired to write this poem years ago while doing an audio workout. The instructor said to stand like a tree, and I thought of the oak tree in my back yard. I wrote the poem while the tree was still there but revised it after the tree was taken down. It could use one more revision, since grass has since replaced the dirt. You can click the link below to hear me read it.

 

Elegy for an Oak Tree

 

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New! Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me

Copyright 2021 by Abbie Johnson Taylor.

Independently published with the help of DLD Books.

The cover of the book features an older woman sitting in a wicker chair facing a window. The world beyond the window is bright, and several plants are visible on the terrace. Behind the woman’s chair is another plant, with a tall stalk and wide rounded leaves. The woman has short, white hair, glasses, a red sweater, and tan pants. The border of the picture is a taupe color and reads "Why Grandma Doesn't Know Me" above the photo and "Abbie Johnson Taylor" below it.

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Two Pentacles Publishing.

 

 

 

 

Sixteen-year-old Natalie’s grandmother, suffering from dementia and confined to a wheelchair, lives in a nursing home and rarely recognizes Natalie. But one Halloween night, she tells her a shocking secret that only she and Natalie’s mother know. Natalie is the product of a one-night stand between her mother, who is a college English teacher, and another professor.

After some research, Natalie learns that people with dementia often have vivid memories of past events. Still not wanting to believe what her grandmother has told her, she finds her biological father online. The resemblance between them is undeniable. Not knowing what else to do, she shows his photo and website to her parents.

Natalie realizes she has some growing up to do. Scared and confused, she reaches out to her biological father, and they start corresponding.

Her younger sister, Sarah, senses their parents’ marital difficulties. At Thanksgiving, when she has an opportunity to see Santa Claus, she asks him to bring them together again. Can the jolly old elf grant her request?

***

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N Is for Naughty #WednesdayWords #Life’sAlphabet #Inspiration

In the fall of 1968 after my brother Andy was born, I started second grade at the Arizona State School for the Deaf and Blind in Tucson. One afternoon, for no particular reason, I knocked over chairs and threw things, much to the amusement of other classmates and myself. I even sent a figure of the Christ Child sailing across the room. Miss Willis, my teacher, sent me to the principal’s office, but since it was empty, I sat there for a while until Mother found me.

“Abbie, Miss Willis said you were bad today.”

I shrugged.

My parents had recently given me a transistor radio for my birthday. When we got home, I hurried to my room with the intent of listening to it. But Mother followed me and took it away. “You’re not to listen to this for the rest of the day. If you’re good tomorrow, you can have it back.”

Although this saddened me, there were plenty of other things I could do to occupy myself. The next day, I was at it again. “She’s jealous of the new baby,” Miss Willis told Mother. “She’s not getting enough attention.”

This time in addition to the loss of radio privileges, I received a spanking. When it was over, I lay on my bed and sobbed. Why was this happening to me? I was only having fun.

I misbehaved at school several more times. When Mother learned of my shenanigans, she took me home and spanked me. The last time it happened, it was Dad who found me in the principal’s office, took me home, and spanked me. For some reason, this left an impression on me, and I decided my fun in the classroom wasn’t worth the pain and humiliation of the punishment I received at home.

When Andy was in the third grade, he developed similar behavioral problems. Our parents and his teachers came up with a different plan. For every day at school when he was good, he received a point, and when he had a certain number of points, he got to do something he wanted, like going out to dinner or a movie.

This approach worked for a while, but in the sixth grade, he got into more trouble. In high school, he was suspended for mooning out of a school bus and arrested for being in possession of alcohol. He also had one or two minor brushes with the law when he was in college.

As an adult, when I hear psychologists on television and radio say that corporal punishment isn’t a good form of discipline, I can’t help wondering how well these experts know their subject matter. Do they have children of their own? How successful have they been at raising them without spanking them?

It pains me to look back on the punishment I received during my second-grade year, but I don’t know what else my parents could have done. Dad was working most of the time, and Mother was taking classes at the university and had all she could do to care for Andy and me. She couldn’t always be available like she was before Andy was born.

Miss Willis said I wasn’t getting enough attention. Maybe negative attention is better than no attention at all. In that case, I’m a testimonial to the effectiveness of a few hard swats on the bottom.

***

The above is an essay I wrote years ago called “Corporal Punishment.” It was published in May of 2021 on Recovering the Self. I posted it here in June of 2011.

Thanks to BeetleyPete for inspiring my Life’s Alphabet series with a similar one of his own that he posted last December in which he wrote daily about different aspects of his life, using consecutive letters of the alphabet. My letter this week is N, and that’s why I shared this essay about being naughty.

 

Abbie wears a blue and white V-neck top with different shades of blue from sky to navy that swirl together with the white. She has short, brown hair and rosy cheeks and smiles at the camera against a black background.

 

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New! Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me

Copyright 2021 by Abbie Johnson Taylor.

Independently published with the help of DLD Books.

The cover of the book features an older woman sitting in a wicker chair facing a window. The world beyond the window is bright, and several plants are visible on the terrace. Behind the woman’s chair is another plant, with a tall stalk and wide rounded leaves. The woman has short, white hair, glasses, a red sweater, and tan pants. The border of the picture is a taupe color and reads "Why Grandma Doesn't Know Me" above the photo and "Abbie Johnson Taylor" below it.

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Two Pentacles Publishing.

 

 

 

 

Sixteen-year-old Natalie’s grandmother, suffering from dementia and confined to a wheelchair, lives in a nursing home and rarely recognizes Natalie. But one Halloween night, she tells her a shocking secret that only she and Natalie’s mother know. Natalie is the product of a one-night stand between her mother, who is a college English teacher, and another professor.

After some research, Natalie learns that people with dementia often have vivid memories of past events. Still not wanting to believe what her grandmother has told her, she finds her biological father online. The resemblance between them is undeniable. Not knowing what else to do, she shows his photo and website to her parents.

Natalie realizes she has some growing up to do. Scared and confused, she reaches out to her biological father, and they start corresponding.

Her younger sister, Sarah, senses their parents’ marital difficulties. At Thanksgiving, when she has an opportunity to see Santa Claus, she asks him to bring them together again. Can the jolly old elf grant her request?

***

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