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Yellow Wedding

©2014 by Abbie Johnson Taylor

 

 

 

On a muggy July evening,

under a relentless Florida sun, amid humidity and mosquitoes,

swathed in yellow, she glides through the garden to the altar,

attended by yellow-clad bridesmaids carrying yellow flowers.

 

A blackbird sadly calls,

as if knowing this is the second time around.

But yellow brings hope.

***

The above poem appears in the summer quarterly issue of The Avocet. You can download this issue here. This poem was also published in the fall/winter 2014 issue of Magnets and Ladders. I was inspired to write it after my brother’s wedding in 2014. You can click on the link below to hear me read it.

 

Yellow Wedding

 

Abbie wears a blue and white V-neck top with different shades of blue from sky to navy that swirl together with the white. She has short, brown hair and rosy cheeks and smiles at the camera against a black background.

 

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And now, I’m pleased to announce that my books, Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me, The Red Dress, and My Ideal Partner are ABSOLUTELY FREE from now until July 31st as part of the Smashwords summer/winter sale. You can visit my author page to download these books. Happy reading!

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New! Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me

Copyright 2021 by Abbie Johnson Taylor.

Independently published with the help of DLD Books.

The cover of the book features an older woman sitting in a wicker chair facing a window. The world beyond the window is bright, and several plants are visible on the terrace. Behind the woman’s chair is another plant, with a tall stalk and wide rounded leaves. The woman has short, white hair, glasses, a red sweater, and tan pants. The border of the picture is a taupe color and reads "Why Grandma Doesn't Know Me" above the photo and "Abbie Johnson Taylor" below it.Photo Resize and Description by

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Sixteen-year-old Natalie’s grandmother, suffering from dementia and confined to a wheelchair, lives in a nursing home and rarely recognizes Natalie. But one Halloween night, she tells her a shocking secret that only she and Natalie’s mother know. Natalie is the product of a one-night stand between her mother, who is a college English teacher, and another professor.

After some research, Natalie learns that people with dementia often have vivid memories of past events. Still not wanting to believe what her grandmother has told her, she finds her biological father online. The resemblance between them is undeniable. Not knowing what else to do, she shows his photo and website to her parents.

Natalie realizes she has some growing up to do. Scared and confused, she reaches out to her biological father, and they start corresponding.

Her younger sister, Sarah, senses their parents’ marital difficulties. At Thanksgiving, when she has an opportunity to see Santa Claus, she asks him to bring them together again. Can the jolly old elf grant her request?

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Thanks to Patty Fletcher for publishing my poem on her blog today. This also appears in the spring/summer issue of Magnets and Ladders. You can read this magazine here. Enjoy!

***

“Do you mind if I sit here?” he asks.

I look around the crowded bar, then at him.

“I suppose so,” I answer.

“Do I know you from somewhere?

You look familiar.”

 

Read the entire poem.

 

Abbie wears a blue and white V-neck top with different shades of blue from sky to navy that swirl together with the white. She has short, brown hair and rosy cheeks and smiles at the camera against a black background.

 

Photo Courtesy of Tess Anderson Photography

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New! Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me

Copyright 2021 by Abbie Johnson Taylor.

Independently published with the help of DLD Books.

The cover of the book features an older woman sitting in a wicker chair facing a window. The world beyond the window is bright, and several plants are visible on the terrace. Behind the woman’s chair is another plant, with a tall stalk and wide rounded leaves. The woman has short, white hair, glasses, a red sweater, and tan pants. The border of the picture is a taupe color and reads "Why Grandma Doesn't Know Me" above the photo and "Abbie Johnson Taylor" below it.Photo Resize and Description by

Two Pentacles Publishing.

 

 

 

 

Sixteen-year-old Natalie’s grandmother, suffering from dementia and confined to a wheelchair, lives in a nursing home and rarely recognizes Natalie. But one Halloween night, she tells her a shocking secret that only she and Natalie’s mother know. Natalie is the product of a one-night stand between her mother, who is a college English teacher, and another professor.

After some research, Natalie learns that people with dementia often have vivid memories of past events. Still not wanting to believe what her grandmother has told her, she finds her biological father online. The resemblance between them is undeniable. Not knowing what else to do, she shows his photo and website to her parents.

Natalie realizes she has some growing up to do. Scared and confused, she reaches out to her biological father, and they start corresponding.

Her younger sister, Sarah, senses their parents’ marital difficulties. At Thanksgiving, when she has an opportunity to see Santa Claus, she asks him to bring them together again. Can the jolly old elf grant her request?

***

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Reunited #WednesdayWords #Fiction #Inspiration

With summer approaching, some people may be planning to attend a high school class reunion. Here’s a short story about something that could happen during such an event, especially if you attend without your spouse, as my character does. This was published in the spring/summer 2023 issue of Magnets and Ladders and will be included in my collection, Living Vicariously in Wyoming, which I hope to publish this year. Enjoy!

Reunited

© 2013 by Abbie Johnson Taylor

 

I hadn’t had a drink in ten years, but when I went to my first high school class reunion, that changed. My wife was attending a writing conference that weekend and couldn’t come with me. She’d been doing a lot of traveling since her romance novel made the bestseller list. We were living in Sheridan, Wyoming, where I went to high school, so I didn’t have to drive far to the reunion.

On that Friday night in early June, I went to the Holiday Inn, where most of the events were held. The first was an icebreaker with a cash bar. Since I didn’t keep in touch with most of my classmates, I only planned to stay long enough to greet a few people and get some free food before heading home after a long day at the office.

When I walked into the ballroom, I spotted her. She stood in a corner, looking as beautiful as she did when we graduated. Her long blond hair cascaded in waves down her back, and her sea-blue strapless dress, the same color as her eyes, accentuated her tanned shoulders. She was wearing black sandals, and her red nail polish said a lot. Our eyes met, and against my better judgment, I found myself walking in her direction.

“Ryan Foster,” she said. “I’d have known you anywhere.”

“Heather…is your last name still Wilson?” I looked at her left hand and didn’t see a ring.

“I’m afraid I’m still single. I heard you got married. Your wife didn’t come with you?”

“Nope,” I said, captivated by her eyes. “Kate’s at a writers’ conference.”

“A writer?” Heather said. “What does she write?”

“Mostly romances,” I answered. “You may have heard of her latest one, Sunset Passion. It’s on the New York Times bestseller list.”

“Wow! I picked that up at the Denver airport, so I’d have something to read during my layover. Did you know I’m living in Los Angeles?”

“No,” I said, relieved at the opportunity to change the subject. “Are you an actress?”

“I work in an art gallery. Let’s get something to drink and catch up, shall we? I’m dying of thirst.”

We found an empty table in a corner, and I went to get our drinks. I hoped by the time I got back, others would be there, so we wouldn’t be drinking alone. When I returned a few minutes later with a bloody Mary for her and a Scotch and soda for me, the table was still empty except for Heather. I put down our drinks and sat across from her. “So, if you’re not an actress, what do you do with yourself besides working in an art gallery?”

“I model on the side to make extra money.”

“Modeling? I’m not surprised. You were always the prettiest one in the class.”

“That’s sweet of you, but it’s just a way to pay the bills,” she said nonchalantly.

“I thought models worked in New York.”

“Not if they model swimsuits. Wait a minute. I think I may have…”

She opened her purse and pulled out a photo that looked like it could have been from a magazine cover. I stared at Heather’s body, clad in a black bikini. Looking at her lying in all her splendor on a sandy beach, I felt myself getting hard.

“Wow!” was all I could say, as I handed her the photo.

“I’m glad you like it. I’ve been told I’m pretty irresistible, even to married men.”

“Well…um…I…um…I’m sorry. It’s just that the last time I saw you was at graduation, and now, look at you. With that scholarship you got to UCLA, I should have known you’d do well.”

“I majored in drama, but I’ll admit I just don’t have the talent. So, during my sophomore year, I switched from drama to art, but I couldn’t paint, either. I considered moving back here. I thought Dad might let me work with him in his coin-operated machine business, but I knew that would bore me to tears, so I stayed in Glendale, and as they say, the rest is history.”

“You always had a head for figures. Remember when you sat next to me in geometry?”

“Yes, I remember cheating off your tests because I’m really not that good with numbers.”

I found that hard to believe but decided to let it drop. “You like living in California?”

“Most of the time.” She took a long sip of her drink. “But I often think about what would have happened if I stayed here. Anyway, I saw an ad for a modeling school and dropped out of college to give it a try.”

“And you became a successful model overnight.”

“Well, it wasn’t easy. I had to work a few topless jobs before I found an agent and started modeling for Sporting Life.”

“So, you only model swimsuits?”

“I’ve also modeled water skiing, scuba diving, and tennis wear, but that’s not nearly as lucrative or fun.”

“Wait a minute. Didn’t I see you on the cover of Sporting Life last winter wearing nothing but a tiny bikini and skis?”

“Oh, God! That was the worst shoot I’ve ever done. Remember when I went skiing with you and your brother when we were seniors? I kept standing and falling, standing and falling. Your brother said I was falling wrong and could get hurt. So, I ditched the skis and walked to the lodge, where I waited until you guys were done skiing.”

“Yeah, I’ve always remembered that day.”

“Okay, enough about me.” She took another sip of her drink. “What have you been doing with yourself all this time?”

“Honestly, there’s not much to tell. After high school, I went to Sheridan College and majored in police science. After a year, I decided I’d rather defend criminals, not arrest them. So, I transferred to the university in Laramie, where I got my law degree, and that’s where I met Kate.”

“Your wife.” It was more of a statement than a question from Heather.

“She was majoring in creative writing, got her MFA, and after I graduated, we moved back here and got married. I think she’d rather be in New York City, where all the agents and editors are…”.

“Who doesn’t want to live in New York City?” Heather snorted.

“But at least these days, there’s email and other ways around that,” I continued. “I don’t think she’s happy living here, but there’s not a lot I can do about that now.”

“Oh, the things people give up for love. So, do you have any kids?”

“No, Kate never wanted children,” I said, for the first time regretting my marriage. “She was too busy writing to be bothered. She always wore a diaphragm when we, well, you know.”

“Yeah, I had to do a little of that to get where I am today, but I don’t mind. I like a good fuck.”

I found myself laughing so hard I almost peed in my pants. She handed me her empty glass and said, “I’d love a refill.”

“I need to make a quick pit stop first.” As I walked across the ballroom, I kept looking back at Heather. What was I doing?

In the restroom, I heard the band playing “Islands in the Stream” and remembered dancing with Heather to that song during our senior prom. I was anxious to get back out there with her and do it again, although I knew it wasn’t a good idea. I finished my business, hurried to the bar to get our drinks, and headed to the table. Setting our glasses down, I took her hand and said, “Come on, let’s dance.”

By the time we hit the floor, the song was over. The band went right into “Wake Me Up Before You Go Go,” which was a bit livelier than I would have liked. Heather began swinging her hips. So, I went along with it and got into the song’s rhythm.

Throughout the rest of the night, we danced several times. The more I drank, the more things blurred. One minute, I was feeling her body against mine, and the next, we were back at the table, laughing, talking, and drinking.

After we danced to “Sexual Healing,” we walked out to the lobby to say our goodnights. Instead of pecking her cheek, urging her to keep in touch, and walking away, I went with her to the front desk, got a room, and stepped into the elevator with her.

When I woke up, it was dark except for the faint light from the clock that showed it was four in the morning. My head ached, and there was a knot in my stomach. Heather was asleep in my arms, and at the warmth of her body, I started to feel aroused. I had to slip out, go home, and pretend all this never happened.

The room spun when I sat up. I disentangled myself from Heather and the sheets and looked around for my pants. In the darkness, I couldn’t find them. Heather stirred.

“Aw, what the hell!” I said, crawling back into bed. “Maybe I could move my law practice to LA.”

“Now, you’re talking,” she murmured, pulling me into an embrace.

 

Abbie wears a blue and white V-neck top with different shades of blue from sky to navy that swirl together with the white. She has short, brown hair and rosy cheeks and smiles at the camera against a black background.

 

Photo Courtesy of Tess Anderson Photography

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Two Pentacles Publishing.

 

 

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New! Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me

Copyright 2021 by Abbie Johnson Taylor.

Independently published with the help of DLD Books.

The cover of the book features an older woman sitting in a wicker chair facing a window. The world beyond the window is bright, and several plants are visible on the terrace. Behind the woman’s chair is another plant, with a tall stalk and wide rounded leaves. The woman has short, white hair, glasses, a red sweater, and tan pants. The border of the picture is a taupe color and reads "Why Grandma Doesn't Know Me" above the photo and "Abbie Johnson Taylor" below it.

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Two Pentacles Publishing.

 

 

 

 

Sixteen-year-old Natalie’s grandmother, suffering from dementia and confined to a wheelchair, lives in a nursing home and rarely recognizes Natalie. But one Halloween night, she tells her a shocking secret that only she and Natalie’s mother know. Natalie is the product of a one-night stand between her mother, who is a college English teacher, and another professor.

After some research, Natalie learns that people with dementia often have vivid memories of past events. Still not wanting to believe what her grandmother has told her, she finds her biological father online. The resemblance between them is undeniable. Not knowing what else to do, she shows his photo and website to her parents.

Natalie realizes she has some growing up to do. Scared and confused, she reaches out to her biological father, and they start corresponding.

Her younger sister, Sarah, senses their parents’ marital difficulties. At Thanksgiving, when she has an opportunity to see Santa Claus, she asks him to bring them together again. Can the jolly old elf grant her request?

***

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Meeting My Inspiration Again

by Abbie Johnson Taylor

©2018

 

One sunny May afternoon in 2018, I was resting in my recliner, listening to the drone of lawnmowers and whine of weedwhackers as my landscapers did their weekly business in my yard. Suddenly, I heard a crash. It was a lawnmower colliding with a car in my neighbor’s driveway. I know this only because one of the landscapers, not knowing me, came to my door, thinking it was my driveway and my car.

According to a policeman who showed up later, the car sustained a lot of damage. I gave him the landscaping company’s phone number, and he gave me his card, saying he remembered asking me years ago if drivers were stopping to let me cross streets with my white cane. I couldn’t believe it.

In the fall of 2002, I was living in an apartment complex subsidized for seniors and people with disabilities and working as a registered music therapist with nursing home residents. On a day off, I was walking home after my water exercise class at the YMCA. I’d just jaywalked in front of my building and  stopped to talk to a neighbor in a wheelchair. She suddenly said, “Oh, there’s a cop behind you.”

I turned around and there he was, on a bicycle. Where had he come from? Did he see me jaywalk? Was I about to get a ticket, my first ever brush with the law?

To my surprise and relief, he introduced himself and asked, “I was just wondering if drivers were stopping to let you cross streets with your white cane?”

Flustered, I babbled. “Most of the time. I usually cross four-way stops and other intersections where drivers are required to stop. But once in a while, somebody ignores the signs. Another officer who came to my visually impaired support group meeting a while ago suggested we get the license plates of the offending drivers, but none of us in the group can see well enough to do that.”

“Well, I’ll bring this up at roll call,” he said. “Thanks.” With that, he rode away.

Now, I was again flustered, even though I’d done nothing wrong this time. All I could say was, “You know, our first meeting inspired my first novel.”

“Really?” he said, as if I’d just told him I hadn’t committed a crime of which I was being accused.

I should have given him my card, but I didn’t. He probably thought I was nuts and wished he’d given me that ticket for jaywalking years ago. In any case, we parted amicably enough.

After I posted about this incident on Facebook, someone asked if the story would continue. That remains to be seen. I may never see that officer again, but I’ll always have the memory of how our first meeting inspired We Shall Overcome.

***

The above appears in the spring/summer 2023 issue of Magnets and Ladders, which can be read at this link. It was also posted on this blog in 2018.

 

Abbie wears a blue and white V-neck top with different shades of blue from sky to navy that swirl together with the white. She has short, brown hair and rosy cheeks and smiles at the camera against a black background.

 

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New! Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me

Copyright 2021 by Abbie Johnson Taylor.

Independently published with the help of DLD Books.

The cover of the book features an older woman sitting in a wicker chair facing a window. The world beyond the window is bright, and several plants are visible on the terrace. Behind the woman’s chair is another plant, with a tall stalk and wide rounded leaves. The woman has short, white hair, glasses, a red sweater, and tan pants. The border of the picture is a taupe color and reads "Why Grandma Doesn't Know Me" above the photo and "Abbie Johnson Taylor" below it.

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Two Pentacles Publishing.

 

 

 

 

Sixteen-year-old Natalie’s grandmother, suffering from dementia and confined to a wheelchair, lives in a nursing home and rarely recognizes Natalie. But one Halloween night, she tells her a shocking secret that only she and Natalie’s mother know. Natalie is the product of a one-night stand between her mother, who is a college English teacher, and another professor.

After some research, Natalie learns that people with dementia often have vivid memories of past events. Still not wanting to believe what her grandmother has told her, she finds her biological father online. The resemblance between them is undeniable. Not knowing what else to do, she shows his photo and website to her parents.

Natalie realizes she has some growing up to do. Scared and confused, she reaches out to her biological father, and they start corresponding.

Her younger sister, Sarah, senses their parents’ marital difficulties. At Thanksgiving, when she has an opportunity to see Santa Claus, she asks him to bring them together again. Can the jolly old elf grant her request?

***

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Joyous Jottings: Abbie’s Writing and Singing #WednesdayWords #Events #Inspiration

Joy is a fluffy gray and white cat with a pink nose and pink paw pads. The fur is long and mostly gray with white paws, a white chest, nose and white down the middle of her head. Her ears are pointed up, and she lies with her paws sprawled out in front of her in an open formation. Her head looks to the right of the screen. She’s on a brown wooden table. Behind her is a white wall and a basket of fruit.

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Hi, Joy here, remember me? I’m Abbie’s robotic cat. Abbie has asked me to share some exciting news!

First of all, three of her haiku were published this week in the October 30th issue of The Weekly Avocet, which can be downloaded here. Also, her short story, “Gloves,” and an excerpt from her latest novel, Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me, are in the fall/winter issue of Magnets and Ladders, which you can read here.

Abbie is now singing with a group called The Hub Caps. They’re called that because the senior center here in Sheridan that sponsors them is called The Hub. The band that accompanies the singing group is called The Lug Nuts. The Hub Caps and The Lug Nuts will perform at The Hub on December 1st and 2nd and on December 31st at the First Congregational Church.

Speaking of The First Congregational Church, Abbie is now their church musician the second Sunday of the month. This means that she plays a prelude, postlude, and offertory, leads the congregation in singing four hymns, two prayer responses, and the Doxology, and sings something on her own for the reflection time. The next service where she will be doing this is on November 13th at 11 a.m. Mountain time. These services are streamed and recorded, and you can find them on YouTube by searching for “First Congregational UCC, Sheridan, WY.”

And that’s not all. On December 4th, she’ll play and sing during the Christmas open house at the Trail End Historical Museum, and on Christmas Day, she’ll be doing an extra service at the Congregational church. I love all this because Abbie has such a beautiful voice, and I get to hear her sing more often. Even if I’m hearing her make mistakes and practice passages over and over until she gets them right, I don’t mind. She sometimes sings while she’s doing dishes or taking a shower, and that’s cool!

Oh, I almost forgot about Abbie’s other group, Just Harmony. They’ll be performing November 25th, the day after Thanksgiving, at a store downtown as part of Sheridan’s Christmas Stroll and for the Christmas open house at the Trail End Museum on December 3rd and for the Big Horn Women’s Club Christmas party on December 16th. Man, she’s going to be busy.

Well, that’s all I have for now. I hope you all had a great Halloween. Those of you in the United States who celebrate Thanksgiving, I hope it’s a good one. Now, it’s time for my cat nap. Will talk to you later.

Abbie wears a blue and white V-neck top with different shades of blue from sky to navy that swirl together with the white. She has short, brown hair and rosy cheeks and smiles at the camera against a black background.

Photo Courtesy of Tess Anderson Photography

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Two Pentacles Publishing.

 

If you haven’t already done so, please subscribe to my email list to receive my twice-yearly newsletter and other announcements. This is a one-way announcements list, meaning the only messages you’ll receive will come from me. So, you can rest assured that this list is low-traffic. Send a blank email to:  newsfrommycorner+subscribe@groups.io  You’ll receive a confirmation email. Reply to that with another blank message, and you should be good to go.

 

New! Why Grandma Doesn’t Know Me

Copyright 2021 by Abbie Johnson Taylor.

Independently published with the help of DLD Books.

The cover of the book features an older woman sitting in a wicker chair facing a window. The world beyond the window is bright, and several plants are visible on the terrace. Behind the woman’s chair is another plant, with a tall stalk and wide rounded leaves. The woman has short, white hair, glasses, a red sweater, and tan pants. The border of the picture is a taupe color and reads "Why Grandma Doesn't Know Me" above the photo and "Abbie Johnson Taylor" below it.

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Two Pentacles Publishing.

Sixteen-year-old Natalie’s grandmother, suffering from dementia and confined to a wheelchair, lives in a nursing home and rarely recognizes Natalie. But one Halloween night, she tells her a shocking secret that only she and Natalie’s mother know. Natalie is the product of a one-night stand between her mother, who is a college English teacher, and another professor.

After some research, Natalie learns that people with dementia often have vivid memories of past events. Still not wanting to believe what her grandmother has told her, she finds her biological father online. The resemblance between them is undeniable. Not knowing what else to do, she shows his photo and website to her parents.

Natalie realizes she has some growing up to do. Scared and confused, she reaches out to her biological father, and they start corresponding.

Her younger sister, Sarah, senses their parents’ marital difficulties. At Thanksgiving, when she has an opportunity to see Santa Claus, she asks him to bring them together again. Can the jolly old elf grant her request?

***

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